Well I consider myself well established in my job. The first fifteen minutes on the job and I blocked myself from the system, among other things like: I froze the register and kept misfiling the receipts and the lady helping me decided to retrain me cause I am incompetent. But besides feeling like a complete retard I was able to correctly place the shirts in the correct order on the racks. Yeah, I am not surviving very well in the retail world. But at least my manager is taking every moment to crack jokes on my being lds and from Idaho. (he really means no harm)It is just hard cause I want to be sarcastic back but I tend to be extreme in my retorts and I don't want to do more harm then my ignorance and incompetence is showing.
I don't feel too stressed but naturally I think I am cause my subconscious is acting out. I mean through my dreams. The past few night in my dreams I have been fired either through letters or verbally and then last night I had a dream that my ipod was stolen (I wasn't that freaked about it though cause the thing only lasts about two hours before the battery dies). The point is I guess I am stress more then I am showing but I am having a good time learning and getting my footing out there.
I think my main problem is I have a ton of things to accomplish but the due date for these things are so far away I am hardly pressed to get them done and my nature just wants me to stress over them when it really isn't necessary, cause all I got to do is do them. Procrastinating is so easy though.
Ugh, I know what I got to do and I will do it....eventually.
On brighter news, only two more days until my birthday and if I have planed things right, everyone won't know about it. That and I am working on it, maybe they will give me one of the Birthday pins. That will be awesome!
Till next time
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